the world is round and spinning it drives me crazy and dizzy

interior designing is not an easy job like seriously! the long hours plus the anxiety level of the work can really drives a person crazy now i know the feelings of some people who committed suicide because of stress. it is really not a funny thing. the good side of work is if you're enjoying it and i can say that it is really tiring but i'm having fun now. even though last week was crazy. i got scolded by my boss the entire week. and i dont really like scolding it makes me weak and sad. but this is just the start of everything i can't lose hope that fast and easy. i'm not that easy. those things were just a trial for me or an obstacle for the new chapter of my life. and if drama always has a villain? i have one too. that's my boss. well she's not really a bad person sometimes villains are made to make the heroin stronger and also to teach them a lot of lessons so that's her my villain. but even though i'm sometimes hard headed i feel bad when she's so angry and lecturing me, i feel bad for making her angry with such a small mistakes, i really feel bad i don't mean to make her angry its just that my brain doesn't function normally on that place, i'm still coping. so to constance sorry about those things, it want my intention to make you angry and thanks for being patience to me and guiding me the whole week. i'll try my best not to repeat those silly mistakes again. i'll try very hard. as hard as you. LOL!

now i understand why ghost exist cause the only feeling left is pain...

its been pretty crazy! I've never been this tired in sg before! well i'm used with it last time but now i was so surprised to feel that kind of anxiety again! the reason behind it is my internship. it its seriously tiring and brain sucking. i'm always lonely sitting on that office chair. i've no one to talk to plus the atmosphere is so scary because of my fierce boss! whenever she's around i can feel the air and her aura are black! she's so strict! so terrifying! she scolded my yesterday its also my fault so its ok.

we went to watch movie today. catch alice in wonderland i like the movie. johnny depp is such a dork and a great actor. i always love him.

tml i need to finish my master bedroom 3d or else the woman's going to rip my head and break me into pieces.

...we will remember this as the day our lives began

life's been pretty much good to me lately. now i understand that life is just like the earth its round. as it keeps turning we'll feel sometimes down and sometimes we're up. of all my life i always believe that god is fair to all of us.

sine he gave me a chance to somehow do things on my own way. and a chance for me to start living maturely or maybe according to my age i shall be grateful and do all my best as i can. i'm just a human and i make alot of mistakes and still alot of mistakes are coming but i'm trying hard not to keep those mistakes repeated and try my best to correct some of them. though some mistakes are already permanent but i guess the most important is we realize something, we repent, and we're willing to learn. that's what i know about life. though life has alot of meaning for me. and i thank my families for teaching me alot of good stuffs and showing me a good example.

i hope this year will be good for me. and i'll try my best to be good too.

Just back from that horrifying,terrifying interview. Been into a lot of circumstances and bad lucks and jinx. Its all uncle's god damn fault. The Uncle driver take us to the wrong place since when Outram Road became Orchard Road? And the thing is he brought us to the place with the same name of the exact venue we should be going. Plus they said beside holiday inn and that place is also beside holiday inn. My gosh right?? Not just that we keep running around cause we're already bloody late. We kept crossing the same road over and over again. Escalate to the 2nd floor and really that was such a horrible day. With matching fall because of that bloody heels. And my long sleeves keeps coming out from the pants. That is supposed to be tacked in but since its kinda short it keeps on revealing itself.

Imagine we're all stoked then getting ready then you'll realize you're on the wrong place? Feel like killing someone that time. I don't know who to blame uncle?the office?my sister?my self? the place? the freaking address? tsk. But atleast we reached the bloody place, late of course with the boss getting quite irritated.

Then went to PS to take pictures, I.D pics for our pass. Then the outcome of the picture? Ugly! That's all i can say. Actually no words can describe how ugly that pic was! But my sister says it looks fine and better.

And yeah tell you what, they say its the first time we look human, as in HUMAN. We don't really wear decent and simple clothes like we did just now. But i have to say this i actually like it. It gives you the clean impression from other people's point of view. I guess.

Luke Pasqualino

say what???? damn hansem.

boyfriend??? he's seriously my ideal guy. HEHE

Skins Series 3 and 4

I just love watching this tv series. I find it interesting and entertaining at the same time though its abit wild and maybe slightly stupid. I still love watching this. i'm waiting for series 4 Effy's episode. I cant wait! And oh yeah i super duper love Freddie with Effy and I Cook too.

I'm BACK!