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hey hey hey im back!

I'll try to update my blog soon and often.

I know nobody's reading but still, i just wanna read my post.

Atleast right?

ok piss off!

Goodbye for Now. (dont be too happy! i'll be back very soon!)LMAO

THANKS COUSIN DEARNESS ATE YEN FOR TAKING A PHOTO OF THIS. DONT BE TOO SAD, IT'S ONLY A FEW DAYS SO, I KNOW THERE IS SOMEONE WHO'LL KEEP YOU ENTERTAIN. JK. I'M GONNA MISS SG. AND I PRAY FOR THE BEST. FOR ME, MY FAMILY, AND FOR ALL OF THE PEOPLE. I HOPE SOMETHING GOOD HAPPENS WHEN WE'RE BACK.

I'LL BE LEAVING VERY EARLY TML SO WE ALL TAKE OUR OF OURSELVES. FOR THE BEST! CHEERS!

Wedding is Every GIrls Dream Especially When We Found The Right Prince:D

To the Newly Wed my Uncle Steve and Ate Nikki i hope you guys will love each other forever and ever. I wish you all your happiness and good health for you and your baby which is still on her momma's womb. he he. and i'm getting excited about that baby. i just love babies they're awesome and we all know they're cute. i wanna see our baby Allison too. she's super pretty and her eyes we can't explain and understand what color! last time it was blue, then as time goes by its green not those typical green eyes its dark green! i am serious. it's so beautiful. she's a hot chic i'm sure of that. well my life's getting boring and boring each day. what's going on seriously? i'm such a lousy bitch. pfft. ok here are some pics of our pretty Allison.:D

See? see that? i told you its no ordinary green. this is different! walau!

I could feel a hot one taking me down For a moment, I could feel the force

My life's facing a very difficult phase at this moment of time. I guess this is extreme this time. It affects my esteem, my awareness, and especially my ability. Not that i have alot of skills, but there is a thing that i somehow i considered my talent. It'll be too emotional to tell you. I'm not an emo type of girl, i'm down to earth and almost all people say that i'm cheerful, and i guess they're right. I have no idea what i'm posting right now, and i seriously doesn't know what'll be the bottom line of this post. But maybe i'll be abit poetic and sentimental in this post so i'll just spit it out through quote.mmkay?

All of us should always remember these:

• Nothing good lasts forever.
• One thing about being on the top of the world, it gives you along long way to fall.- well this doesn't mean we lose the fight. we should keep standing and fighting. remember that's life. It won't be much exciting without challenges.
• And when someone leaves you off the list, don't get mad, get in.

Ok seriously this is weird. I'll see you soon guys. XOXO.

Some say love is hearing laughter in the rain.

-Chuck and Blair (Gossip Girl)

don't blow this up

tomorrow is Monday and you guys know what it means, it means its working time again. sigh. its really tiring. I've been shaken up. this is nasty. i hope i wont get screwed or i don't blow my Monday up again. i want a scold free day. especially on Mondays, or everyday right? I'm not blaming anyone that's why I'm praying i wont screw anything. and i hope the detailed drawings I've been doing for 3 days will work out right. please please. i love it though. doing all those stuffs. what sucks is 9 hours is so damn long. even I'm doing a lot of things the time is like I'm in the office for 24 freaking hours, its crazy! and one of my colleagues already left so its just me and another girl which is my friend. we like to giggle at the office.

the best part of this is that you'll get to meet a lot of people from rudest to extremely rude. from nicest to OK i don't think there extremely nice that exist in these field. a lot are extremely strict and extremely serious. that's why sometimes i always thought i don't belong there. well trying wont kill and beside I'm still young i haven't really made up my mind. so for the meantime I'll just go with the wind, or go with the flow wherever it takes me to. that's life right. and I'm not really the emo type of person I'm just a bit hard headed or rock head. i don't really like getting manipulated like a puppet doll. that's the most hateful thing for me.

people let's rock it!

Changing Unhappiness into a Joyful One

my past few posts were all about work and complains, i should just stop being so hysterical and look into the bright side. i supposed i'm ok with work now. i'm kind of relax now. Constance don't scold me a lot anymore which is a good thing for me. and the works im already getting used to them.
my mind is clear at this moment. i am happy and i am satisfied. i'm really thanking god for giving me a very nice, good, caring and loving family, a cool family too. that's all i've ever wish for for my family all of them to be happy.

the world is round and spinning it drives me crazy and dizzy

interior designing is not an easy job like seriously! the long hours plus the anxiety level of the work can really drives a person crazy now i know the feelings of some people who committed suicide because of stress. it is really not a funny thing. the good side of work is if you're enjoying it and i can say that it is really tiring but i'm having fun now. even though last week was crazy. i got scolded by my boss the entire week. and i dont really like scolding it makes me weak and sad. but this is just the start of everything i can't lose hope that fast and easy. i'm not that easy. those things were just a trial for me or an obstacle for the new chapter of my life. and if drama always has a villain? i have one too. that's my boss. well she's not really a bad person sometimes villains are made to make the heroin stronger and also to teach them a lot of lessons so that's her my villain. but even though i'm sometimes hard headed i feel bad when she's so angry and lecturing me, i feel bad for making her angry with such a small mistakes, i really feel bad i don't mean to make her angry its just that my brain doesn't function normally on that place, i'm still coping. so to constance sorry about those things, it want my intention to make you angry and thanks for being patience to me and guiding me the whole week. i'll try my best not to repeat those silly mistakes again. i'll try very hard. as hard as you. LOL!

now i understand why ghost exist cause the only feeling left is pain...

its been pretty crazy! I've never been this tired in sg before! well i'm used with it last time but now i was so surprised to feel that kind of anxiety again! the reason behind it is my internship. it its seriously tiring and brain sucking. i'm always lonely sitting on that office chair. i've no one to talk to plus the atmosphere is so scary because of my fierce boss! whenever she's around i can feel the air and her aura are black! she's so strict! so terrifying! she scolded my yesterday its also my fault so its ok.

we went to watch movie today. catch alice in wonderland i like the movie. johnny depp is such a dork and a great actor. i always love him.

tml i need to finish my master bedroom 3d or else the woman's going to rip my head and break me into pieces.

...we will remember this as the day our lives began

life's been pretty much good to me lately. now i understand that life is just like the earth its round. as it keeps turning we'll feel sometimes down and sometimes we're up. of all my life i always believe that god is fair to all of us.

sine he gave me a chance to somehow do things on my own way. and a chance for me to start living maturely or maybe according to my age i shall be grateful and do all my best as i can. i'm just a human and i make alot of mistakes and still alot of mistakes are coming but i'm trying hard not to keep those mistakes repeated and try my best to correct some of them. though some mistakes are already permanent but i guess the most important is we realize something, we repent, and we're willing to learn. that's what i know about life. though life has alot of meaning for me. and i thank my families for teaching me alot of good stuffs and showing me a good example.

i hope this year will be good for me. and i'll try my best to be good too.